Maybe It’s the rainΒ 

It's the rain and the breeze and my jazz music  It's the kiss and the Love that are so unique. It's her laugh and his hugs and that warm feeling  That appeases my soul and starts the path to healing.                              ******…

Dear Self,

I want to ask your forgiveness for lying to you all of these years. I clothed you and superficially adored you when deep inside I never truly loved you. for that I am deeply sorry. I am sorry that I was never strong enough to stand up for you I am sorry that I let…

Fading Shadows

So here is to the awakening of my soul, a letting go of desperation, despicable attachment, delayed processing of insults. Here's to stepping out of a dream, the holding on to a perfect picture, the realizing of buried esteem, the finding solace in the rage of Eminem, the growing of an anxious butterfly. Here's to…

No Matter What

There is so much hatred, anger and nonsense in this world - loudness and rage in this corrupted wilderness - I wish I could shield my loved ones from all of it. I refuse to let this ruin my humanity and I refuse to accept that my skin is a barrier. I certainly won't pass…

Unbearable

The song in my head eternally lingered as the season led to the coldest winter.   So much pain & pleasure to resist, to forgive to each other. The lovemaking of our words so deep & so absurd   Is this what you meant as love the sentiment you claim to have never felt? how…

Dear Christians, what is mosdesty to you?

Kanye is over there calling himself a god and his child Saint and the whole world is worrying about Meagan's breast and whether her husband defended her the right way πŸ™„. Most of us are unburying our white hats to talk about "shoulds and shouldn'ts, what's acceptable in the eyes of God or required modesty…

Motherhood is Not The End of My Life

I watched a videoRed Table Talk of Jada Pinkett Smith where she gives her take on motherhood, and I started screaming "AMEN!!! πŸ™ŒπŸ½πŸ™ŒπŸ½πŸ™ŒπŸ½ I am so happy someone is speaking my truth!" People tend to think once you become a mother your own life should STOP and take the back seat so you can give…