The song in my head

eternally lingered

as the season led

to the coldest winter.


So much pain & pleasure

to resist, to forgive to each other.

The lovemaking of our words

so deep & so absurd


Is this what you meant as love

the sentiment you claim to have never felt?

how has my angel above

allowed you so close, so distant yet?


I breathe the air

of what no longer is


I am forever bound to

what never was.